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I feel sick….
Not nauseous…….not ill….. just sick…
Obsessed with perception………
Depressed from deception………..
Mind games…. Mortality…. Morality…. Out of control
Unable to comprehend……….to just chill…. And just roll with it
I’m thinking too much… out of touch… out of sync
Head full of bad wiring… I just sit here and blink….
Why can’t I just deal with shit?
Why Can’t I rise up?
To conquer my lunacy..
And stand up… JUST FUCKING STAND UP!!!
The fear is paralyzing…..
I wish I could shrink
She gazes out over the vast expanse of ocean,
Longing for her quiescent, brave love with soulful devotion
Loves everlasting candle with immortal flame,
Living, breathing, only to eternally whisper her true loves’ name
Burning in her heart sempiternal,
Through eyes sacred emotions shone sentimental
As her clinquant tears cascade free-fall,
She prays to God a wish with her all
For his safe return to her loving embrace,
A need no more to dream, to hold his precious face
No Silver Sermon
I stood in his house feeling the weight of age,
as he assumed knowledge of where the dead go
His insincerity rekindled my youthful rage.
why can’t we just end this demeaning show.
There is no god to strike me down,
when I refute his religious clown.
In all the storms I gladly go drown,
than board an Ark that bares his crown.
So now you understand or perhaps feel,
that you have gotten to know of me.
I can only have faith in what is real,
judgement will always be made,
on what I can see.
Sleet shushes me this winter eve
and bounces off my old felt hat
as chill wind sneaks up my coat sleeves
stealthy as a stalking cat
With shoulders hunched I walk along
through white which barely dusts the ground
toward cows lowing their same sad song
beyond the barn toward which I'm bound
They spy me and come at a trot
as they do 'most every day
toward their familiar feeding lot
where I fill their racks with hay
you make my day
as no one else does these days,
people walk my way
as never before
so many do come
to secretly read
the sexier.. blushier ones
silently...
now at times
I evaluate what I've written,
nothing from the world
has anything been hidden
all my poetry is off the cuff
I ain't no celebrity
nor, that kind of stuff ...
having plenty of
in a wallet ,called time
I compose poems
out of sync
many times out of rhyme
Impressionable young women
encouraged to enter a trade
that oft belittles and degrades
detrimental to mental health
not worth the short-term wealth
people have become inured
forget the pain often endured
reality becomes obscured
to enter a life of vice
women can feel they have no choice
no other way they recognise
fed by their dealers lies
I always picture it seedy
making a living from the needy
pimps are just plain greedy
big men, in fact, weedy
I’m told its consensual
tremble in the voice
the night lair haunts
with empress mirrors
coiffed hair taunts
dream ember
sapped in turmoil
the golden age
unfurled
the parted world
in its weave
its magic
the last dance
in the bloody basket
Report Poem
First Evening (Première Soirée)
by Arthur Rimbaud
Her clothes were almost off;
Outside, a curious tree
Beat a branch at the window
To see what it could see.
Perched on my enormous easy chair,
Half nude, she clasped her hands.
Her feet trembled on the floor,
As soft as they could be.
I watched as a ray of pale light,
Trapped in the tree outside,
Danced from her mouth
To her breast, like a fly on a flower.
EPISTOLA FRATRI MEO
[Letter to my brother]
I am nothing more than who I am
I know my strengths and limitations
yet somehow I’ve failed
to meet others’ expectations.
Always judged but rarely judgmental,
I’ve spent a lifetime nailed
to one cross or another.
I’ve lived by my own golden rule
and I do unto others
what they have done to me.
My heart may be tender
My character of a nature kind
But I am no fool:
I am not blind to treachery
and can clearly see
a Judas trying to undo me.
My dead voice-- a mockery
Of all that see
A clear vision-- That strides
Above the green sea foam
The muted eye-- an inward glance
That hides among the black roots of forbearence
Disclose arterial reality-- Cains left hand
Lifts the ocean from its smoking earthen cradle
And amasses secret lies-- below the tidal
Weathers embrace
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