Your poetry diary is sad, but hopefully, cathartic for you.
for the rest of us, a reminder of how precarious life and health can be;.lest we forget to always live with as much boldness and courage as we can muster, for one can never know for whom the next bell tolls.

you as a man and a poet are respected here on Neopoet like no other.
that's the scuttlebutt, and I see know reason to doubt it

sincerely,

I am off lapstop
so kindly bear with me
I came just to read ur poetry

'tis sad
but still a beauty