up the flow
"left us stubble"
"crayon made its way to ink"
"then driven dipped the needles visual link"

after sea I am wanting to place something
in the context of tears.."moistures blessing"
but I know many that hid their tears..
physical and emotional..
the weakness of a character reference
was to give empathy for the reader
the sea was the tears shed in private
without indifference.
but the direct linear statement would
have come out subjectively too cliche
..

a lot of the writing has direct impacts
on my own life and the lives of those
about me...for those that life is easy
I congratulate...for those that feel it
and see it as Im starting to wake up
too..the great coma realizing all the
stories are written....its a great
heavy tedious moment....

I remember a survivor of a lot
in the warm sun of spring
we sat in lawnchairs
a ragged place of home for
many
"Hold my hand"
she asked
and I did

I survived by not feeling
and seeing the world
different with these
eyes.....I survived by
writing and reading
to escape the almost
inhumanity going on

others were driven deeper
and farther..
because they stayed real
left me alone when I just
became something
else

the writing grounds me
there are many here
and whom will be here
tomorrow
and there
are those
that are not here

it is what it is..

thank U