The stream (all workshops)
poems get long
nobody’s fault but the poet's
who sings lyrics
with a half full pen for company
a loaded gun for support
gazing into a future no one else
may see
Russian roulette, the only game in town --
as words flow with percussion ease
tapped out while clock ticks beyond
its moments
on long road of living with ideas
searching for lost phrases
poet thinks are new
like they are his or hers alone
You stream through my veins
your words an elixir
soothing and razing
my blood in chorus
holding me spellbound;
breathless
in the sweetest pain
of undeniable necessity
would you withhold
my passionate cacophony
force a bitter resolve of
awkward discontent?
please, do not wander
too far away.
11.8.2010
© Tonya Greenlee
I feel your hopeless, endless grieving
and both our journeys you impede
there's reason in your remaining quick
and now, I with you, gently plead
to forgive me, let me go, allow me
move on and do what I have to do
my purpose over there is finished
apart, that is, from my love for you
Masculinity
He mourns the youth once owned
the smooth tanned skin ,
eyes so blue and dreamy, they could melt
a thousand hearts.
He longs for the taught muscular frame and
well defined chest that made,
grown women weep.
But youth has flown and left in it's stead an imposter.
Thinning hair greying at the temples.
Skin now lined and puckered.
Eyes still bright behind glasses.
Oh he calls to youth, but it has fled.
On a night
That lingering silence
Imprisons me
The only hope I know
Can be found in a pen
That soothes my
Weary mind
Angels walking alongside me
Trying to savor an ounce of euphoria
Before I face the devil himself
No cars or pedestrians
Only a whispering wind
Telling me to reconsider
But this war must be waged
The city lights turned off
As the moon offers light
To my aching soul
And I will die alone, in a field somewhere
Organs and bloody bones, will decompose with hair
So why should I try to love?
What would be good for me?
I could channel all my rage, into a pit of despair
And I will drag on, till my toes catch fire
And I won’t be tempted by such evils as desire
So come, take me home, but I don’t know where
Just leave me here, and I will learn
That love can’t be made, it must be earned
And most things are not meant to be
But some things are, you must believe
Hear me, hear me, cry, I swear to god I can see
All of the things that I have done wrong
I wish I could repent and that you could fix me
I would sing such glory repeated in songs
The things I know I can never forget
The heart I held but could never get
The strings of hearts and the marionettes that pull
The fire that claimed my beating heart
The strangers that walked me home from jail
I am the broken man who stands lighting his torch
My day was dead and my love was gone
There was no one around and no one to feel
All the things that I felt all the misgivings real
I was broken last night in the eyes of temptation
The light was burnt out and I feel lamentation
I don’t know why I did what I did
But it’s been done, so let me live
The storm sent tiny missles to destroy my mood
Even though they struck my fortress with great accuracy
My roof protected me from the explosions of iciness
The armour of my sweater held
The wind howled like a thousand adversaries
I covered my ears with a helmet of wool
Peering over the window-sill
I saw the miniscule flares of bombs in the street-lights
Fortified by hot-chocolate
I gathered my courage and weapons
I was about to jump out of the trenches
When I heard the Man say
Write it down
Recite it in verse
Bind it to your heart
All that is gold doesn't glitter
not all fools are quitters
a loser doesn't know from the start.
Those who wander are by no means lost
Lovers don't always depart.
New shoots won't allow the old to wither
Dying roots weren't blighted from the start
There's a gremlin whose crying
for the love that lays dying -
He now regrets playing his part.
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