tonight i can't find my eye glasses and i'm
working blind with fonts on here as big as comfortable for me to see
without squinting, but not too big i can't see.

i had to reschedule my Oracle test tonight until Thursday night.
hopefully i will have found my glasses by then or
i will have to use a magnified glass to take my test lol.

i am having to type blindly, mostly remembering where the keys are
I'm not doing so good, but hope i will learn something from this force experience lol,
since i never could type with out looking at the keyboard.
believe me i have tried to learn, but it was as hard as pushing a piece of yarn
through the eye of the smallest needle you can find in a pack

tonight i am in a zone.
i can't seem to eradicate the urge to runaway from a bad situation that is making
me homicidal, but running away will severely damage my conscience
and bring me to the brink of non existence.

i truly believe love covers all sins and putting up is good due to the fact that we all are imperfect and deserving of forgiveness., but some people are unbelievable to even believe, even when you see it with your own eyes, hear it with your own ears, and experience it with your own heart hope to die. cliche' intentional. he he