Baby, Don't think I didn't see,
I'm not easy to deceive.
What you've hidden,
To me is a given.
I already know about her.
Every time I see those pictures,
I fall apart in fractures.
Baby, I feel myself slipping away,
I found those pictures today.
The ones you had hidden of her,
Why lie? Why try to cover?
I have forgotten all the others,
My male friends are only brothers.
But yet you text, you email, you call,
The ones that are thin, beautiful and tall.
I'm on the back burner it seems,
Do you like them better?
Is that what this means?
Baby, I'm dieing inside,
My heart breaks, I hide my cries.
I've told you so many times,
In your mind, none of it rhymes.
I want it to be US, not you and her then me,
Baby can't you see?? I'm slipping away,
Everyday.
That I find those things of her.
Paraphernalia of adultery,
Is what i see.
When I find these letters online.
Clear out the history for Pete sakes,
My stomach now crawls with snakes.
I'm sickened and broken and almost dead,
You don't want to know the things in my head.
I've asked you over and over to let it just be me and you,
But you want to have your cake,
And eat it too.....
I love you too much to say goodbye,
So I have to put up with the lies.
It's cheating rather you think so or not,
I haven't forgiven, I know you haven't forgot.
This is what you are doing when I'm in the shower,
Making myself appealing to smell fresh like a flower.
This is what you are doing when I roll over at night,
I wake up you're gone and out of my sight.
I roll over to hold you close only to feel cold sheets,
You're online playing with fresher meats.
I need you I love you, let it just be us,
Give up them and there will be no fuss.
Because all I see,
Is Paraphernalia of adultery