Hi, Teddy,
I do see, and therefore I don't think it is confusing at all! Much to think about, and it is a fun poem, but there is also the serious, mature question we eventually ask and hopefully answer correctly: as Popeye would say, "I yam what I yam!"
Thank you!
L

the fun of the write, the playing in this devise, playing with words and logic.
I would consider a more obtuse title, like the surrealists use.(Like "Egg yolk in a comet's tail" or something else Dali or Magritte would use. That would perhaps make the poem more fun as it plays with absurdities.
and perhaps just end the poem

And not being me
Is who I don't want to be

See?

see what i mean? The one word might just work alone.

would say:"I see, said the blind man." Or as Richard Widmark would say: "Sounds reasonable". I love a play on words as you know, so this makes perfect sense. ~ Geez.
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interesting progression of thought