Being pissed off tends to lend itself to writing
cumulative style of writing...My faith in humaity
and its lacking at times gets too me
Despite my own failings and very human
ness.....

part of the give and take of the craft
after awhile...

however..the deep buried freshness
of creative juices are there
just when you think you or I as a poet
consider myself to have found something
the original focus is not there..
a ghost..a treasure to always keep
striving for

dealing with others and feeling..
Oh there..thats dealt with
I should feel happy and dancing
but I know that there will be
more challenging things
always someone wanting to piss
in your pocket so to speak
someone always wanting
to deface happiness
its the way or the world

in that statement It means
I feel and that I am human
Hurrah!!

I get caught up try to deal with
things with difficult and intelligent
and smart and clever others whom
bore just as easily with the day
to day.....and then Im the one
where the blame can be placed
..

However living alone is even more
boring then the conquests of
challenge and living with challenging
minds

Keeps me young
keeps my mind active like a lawyers
or pretester
for and against..

always a rebel of sorts..

I shall have a listen old mate
and see what youve done
with this lifer bums workT

thank you !