it must be all for nothing
this vegitative self awareness
must be over rated.
(grossly)
Like the mach 3
razor-blade masturbation….
all these nice ways to end your life
your socail life
like it was over
too many
too few
Drinks of of inspiration; IRATE MORBID SELF ANALISYS
and the ever present over indulgent hostility
: akin to something like rabies….
Foaming all over my self
and my ideas that
can’t come out.
Too big and scary for its place in this world…..
Too little to be noticed by an audience that would care…..
and there must be nothing there.
Stale Smoke and sex sweat
remind modern man of so called victories
and last night defeats,
all anxious to consume me.
:::overwhelming
vicious love hate complex:::
SELF
MORALE:
MORBID SELF AWARENESS….
knowing how to love ones self.
Submitted by mindyourmetre on 17 September 2008 - 8:37pm.